We will make the way as we go, step by step, in the hands of the Lord. The Zero point, ai believe, is made, and we are sensible, sensitive, creative, and smart. The technology of past any imagination is made. And we know how to use it.
Ai believe one is enlightened by cigarette smoking. Not in the way of being illuminated, of course. More like being relieved. Ai believe nicotine in a way triggers the activity in the brain, by opening nerve cells giving signals. If this is true, one will see it in a brain scan, aI believe.
And aI believe coffee makes one bitter, as coffee itself is bitter, and that coffee, in the brain, nurtures that feeling affording that sentence “damned!”. In Norwegian we would say, “bli forbannet”. Ai have no knowledge about it, and even so aI believe that coffee motivates organs to gather up.
I know, of course, cigarette smoking and coffee is not good for the health of a being, and the look of a being will of course alter by cigarette smoking and coffee drinking over many years.
Ai have seen some silly models used in psychology to illustrate brain and human touch. What aI think, is that perhaps one could use the flower as picture, instead. A flower can be poisoned on the top, by the crown, and it can be poisoned at the bottom, by the root. And a flower can in fact explode, as alert. Also, there is a difference between flowers showing off, and flowers making an entrance, as Water Avens and Squaw Weed do. One will have to learn a little botany to use that image, and aI think that is precisely it.
all kind of sketches, showing you,
and ordering my crazy mind,
in hope aI would solution find.
And aI would use all kinds of tools,
as pencil, pen, and ink, for schools
so to appear, for it to find
which showed itself to be the kind.
And since aI do, aI must be mad,
and that, aI think, just makes me glad.
If aI was not, aI would not do.
So you should just be happy, too.
Ai believe in sun screen, in that respect, in other words in sun protection cream. Ai have a big lump beside my nose, a hard swelling, and aI don’t know where it comes from. What is coming out of it now, when aI press it hard, is white, as if from a blister, and even so the consistence of it is not quite the same as that, and there is no blood or water coming out with it, even if an amount is coming out. Initially, months ago, aI tried to open the lump with a needle, with no success. Today, the content comes out from that hole in the skin. Ai am, or have been, hypnotized.
What God gave me, was to buy sun protection cream, and for no reason, aI bought a lipstick. Occasionally aI have put it richly on the lump, and after five or ten or even more minutes, aI have washed it away with Zalo, which is a Norwegian brand mild soap for cleaning dishes by hand. It is not soap to be used in dishwasher (machine). Do not use that on your skin. You know. Now, after two months, or so, it begins to show effect, and aI believe aI should have been more enthusiastic about it. The swelling around the lump quickly was smaller by the treatment. And today that white substance of the lump comes out when aI squeeze it. In portions, with a day, or twelve hours between each try. To me, it seems like the sun protection cream forces what is on the inside of the skin to come out. And aI reason, that this is how the sun protection is made. And maybe, also, it seems to me, in the flesh, that substance of the lump is made to integrate with the flesh. That is stupid to say, of course, since dead material cannot integrate. You know, though, what aI mean.
If so, that which comes out from the inner of the skin, thinking of sun protection, will not constitute a sun shield when it is where it originally is, on the inside. It only makes a shield in reaction with the cream and air, being on the outside. And when washed away, the pores open.